The Cut

Snip. Snap. Hair falls in small wet clumps. A bead of water slowly rolls down my forehead. Small sharp strands poke everywhere, mostly around my neck. Snip. Snap. I stay as still as a statue. My joints are made of marble. I resist the urge to twitch, or move my hand to seek some relief from the itchy strands. Snip. And a pause. A sweet smell hits my nose as she leans forward. Another drop rolls off my bangs. Snap. A word of self-doubt. I return a word of confidence in a quiet voice hiding the fading hope. Snip. Snap. A step back. My eyes study the scrunched up face. I shift, my back aches from the kitchen chair. She leans forward and the smell hits me again. Snap. One more peak of wet dark hair tumbles to rest on my white shirt, dotted with dark clumps and wet drops. A small mirror in my hand and two eyes studying my face. I beat back a double take and drag a smile forward. The two eyes are asking me. I push the retreating smile back in front. I thank them and tell them I love them. She smiles, satisfied, and turns away. Quickly I look again. The hair pokes with a new viciousness. I blame the quarantine. 

–Matush Prokop. I am a senior at Skowhegan Area High School in Skowhegan, Maine.

Waiting

My head hurts
I am unmotivated and distressed. 
How could the world do this to us?
How could God do this to us? 
Questions swirl through my brain.
I think of what will be canceled next.
My head hurts 
 
I start to accept,
Take a deep breath. 
This isn’t the end,
Even though it really is
I think of the firsts and lasts I have missed so far
And I get sad again. 
 
Megan.
Kait.
Bella. 
And Sam.
Never met face to face but suddenly I understand
I understand I am not alone.
Here are these girls stuck at home 
Waiting at their windows for a chance to meet face to face
To start the next chapter if our lives.
College. 
I have hope again. 
 
We are connected by not only a screen 
We are connected by the heart
Yearning for the same things in life
Hearts breaking for the same cancellations 
Our world seems like it’s falling apart 
 
But here we are
 
Together yet apart
 
Never met face to face
But connected by the heart 
 

–Sierra Madden , Senior at Burrillville High School, Age 18