Mask No Mask

I live in what’s called, by real estate agents, an aspiring neighborhood. It’s a racially, linguistically, economically mixed neighborhood. In the Guatemalan or Salvadorian or Peruvian bakeries, restaurants, and stores on my neighborhood’s main street, most folks smile indulgently when I sputter out the few words of Spanish I know to try to convey that as a white woman I recognize I am the interloper here. I like it when they laugh in my face at my efforts. Usually it’s good-natured, but even if it isn’t, theirs is exactly the right attitude. I hope they’re thinking, and saying among themselves, “Learn the damn language if you’re going to live here.”

I drove down my main drag recently, which is less than a mile from the public college where I teach, and the college itself is now a covid testing site. Every person, big and small, tiny and tall, every person, to a person, was wearing a face mask. Of course, over 40% of the covid positive tests in RI are from the Latinx community. Another significant percentage is from the African-American community.

I had to be on the upper-crust East side this week too, around Brown University and Rhode Island School of Design, where stately homes, fashionable restaurants, and the beautiful “Boulevard” reside for the joy of predominantly white folks. I found myself raging that, to my eye, 95% of people on the very-peopled East-side streets couldn’t be bothered to wear face masks.

“What, do they think, their spit don’t stink?” I raged. “What, are these too-cool-for-public-school richie-riches waiting for their goddamned, diamond-studded masks to be delivered to their doors by one of the front-liners working for Prime?”

“Put on an effing face mask!!” I shouted through my car window.

Neighborhoods matter. Neighbors matter.

–KLB

And in Other Windows . . .

Today, the biggest news is not the virus but a shooting in Canada, in which, last count, 23 died.

Bad news. Bad news.

It may be twisted that it comforts me to remind myself that there are plenty of other dangers out there besides Covid, plenty of other sadnesses, losses, reasons to feel bad.

Maybe this is because it also reminds me there are reasons to feel good out there too as some of today’s posts remind us: spring and fresher air, sunlight and baby birds learning to fly, clouds, rain, smiles behind masks.

These posts.

Feel better.

–KLB

2017
2020

Roadside Attraction

Yesterday, I went for a long drive. Well, as long a drive as one can have these days in Rhode Island, which is only 30 miles x 60 miles. Yes, the entire state. Right now, if you cross the border into Massachusetts or  Connecticut, both of which are about ten minutes from my house, you are required to quarantine for 14 days. There are officials at the RI borders – airports, highways, train stations – taking license plate numbers, names, and phone numbers, so they can track your compliance.

I get it.

We’re this tiny place between two hot spots: Boston and New York City. Can’t be too careful.

But I needed to see the water. So I drove to Galilee. I stayed in my car except to take these shots.

Dig my homemade mask
Quahogger.

With white-tipped peaks and churning waves, wind blasting and sunlight blinding, even from the car window, Nature made its point. You’re small. I’m big.

Some days that thought would intimidate me, but yesterday, it comforted. So did my car.

Enjoy this (not-so-ironic-anymore) tribute to the vehicle.

–KLB

Wider View

I’ve heard people say two things:

-“I can’t wait to get back to normal.”

-“Things will never be the same again.”

As a fiction writer, I plan the future. I make the future. For my characters.

Sometimes it’s hard to remember that narrative is a construct. I expect the world to conform to the structures I’ve become familiar with as a storyteller. Draw the reader in. Establish desire. Drop the body. Raise the stakes. Add a conflict. Build in in a subplot. Deepen the character. Thwart desire. Climax! Denoument. Resolution.

These touchstones make story happen.

But life is not really a narrative arc. We bring this structure to the experiences we have not just for the stories we tell other, but for the stories we tell ourselves. It orders and helps make sense of the vast universe of sensations, memories, emotions, and relationships we have.

Normal. New normal. No normal.

Sense.

Today’s stories widen these windows and help us make sense.

–KLB

Utopia or Dystopia?

At this time last year, a student asked me to work with him on a creative-writing honors project focusing on dystopic fiction.

“Oh, I teach a class on dystopia and utopia,” I said.

“Utopia?” he replied. “What’s that? It sounds boring.”

The last few waves of young adults have cut their teeth on post-apocalyptic dystopias, plenty caused by viruses that got out of control. Their imagined dystopias are plagued with zombie attacks and tribal raids, magical armies of cool creatures with magical powers, standing shoulder-to-shoulder, going toe-to-toe, using technologically stunning killing machines that spurt blood of many colors in all directions.

For these kids, our current dystopia must be eye-openingly, eye-droopingly, disappointing.

Not wearing face masks? Not using sanitizer? Wiping surfaces?

Sounds more like death by parental nagging than trilogy-worthy drama. Who guessed dystopia could be so dull? People are baking, doing dining-room chair calisthenics, doing the same, damn work and schoolwork.

Of course, it’s only the lucky ones who have the privilege of boredom. Those scraping to find food, or care for the sick and dying, prepping for the bodies to come, those restacking shelves and delivering meals to the quarantined, well, as any writer knows, conflict makes drama.

So maybe my student is right after all, utopia is dull. But for the vast majority, so is dystopia. And aren’t we lucky to be bored.

Still, that student went on to write some pretty fun dystopic stories, one of which went on to win our college’s highest creative–writing award. Oh, yeah, that story is about a world isolated due to a virus; spoiler-alert, the heroine longs for escape. KLB

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